Life is a four letter word.
18 May 2012 Leave a Comment
Sometimes i wish we knew.
Sometimes i wish i can look into the future. to know if the decisions i made was right.
Sometimes i wish i knew what i like.
Sometimes i wish i knew what i want.
but the truth is, i really dont. and the worst part of it is that i dont even know where to start.
im almost 23. and i have no fucking idea what to with my life. no fucking idea at all.
or maybe i did. but it doesnt help being so fickle minded. fml.
One week.
07 Apr 2012 Leave a Comment
since im super free today thanks to the cramps, maybe i’ll be able to write a longer entry? haha. ok. so where shall i start?
lets start from tues. so yeah. WATIC was awesome! i dont have to say this right? Tay’s so much cuter in person! how can someone be so cute and pretty at the same time! TOO DARN CUTE! anyway, Jordan turns out to be pretty hell much more skinnier in person too! but he’s still damn gorgeous! and cameron! oh my! he’s way way way much more good looking in person too! i *cough* might *cough* just *cough* have a change *cough* of heart. XD rob and mike turns out much shorter than i expected too. HAHAHAHA! im not mean. just saying.
anyway! they pretty much did sang most of my fav songs. so yes. satisfied with the set list. the crowd was super duper small though. we came in late. but we managed to be quite in front. kinda sad. i mean how often do they get to headline a concert. yeah. but still, they did a great job. you wouldnt know what i’d give just to see alex on that stage together with tay for kiss me again. XD but oh well, Jordan’s awesome too! 
on wednesday after work, i met the gv ppl. fai ended work around the same time as me, so he waited for me at the mrt station. and then nad and shayne came along. and since farris kept asking us to wait, we waited for the princess before heading to prinsep’s minds cafe to meet fadzly and din. 3 hours of games, food and laughters. i really couldnt remember when was the last time i laughed that hard. till i had tears rolling down my cheeks. hilarious. so they guys pretty much left their bikes at home. besides din. pfft. so we took the mrt home together. (:
thurs, i met kina at city hall after work. accompanied her for dinner and we went around funan to look at laptops. i was super tired that day. prolly cos of the day before. laughing really requires a lot of energy. hahaha. ok lame. anyway, over dinner, we talked and laughed over so many things. and by the time i reached home, i was exhausted. the gv ppl decided to have an impromptu supper together. and before i knew it, i was in the cab with lisa, otw to simpang. nice. farris, fai, din and fadz were there by the time we arrived. pretty much left the place close to 5am.
and i had to get up at noon the next day bec we had a family gathering at my uncle’s place. bec its been ages since i last met my cousins, i dragged myself to the shower with my eyes closed. hahaha. and of course, when there’s the cousins around, i’m always entertained. and the number of babies and toddlers in the family just keeps growing! more source of entertainment. XD
and i just remembered! i havent written about my trip to japan 2 months ago! hahaha! i think i’ll prolly do it tonight. but for now. bye!
Friends.
31 Mar 2012 Leave a Comment
Who ever said we didnt need friend? even though i know i’m blessed with a really good bf who’s pretty much like my best friend, i still need my friends. and needless to say, i really treasure them. but.
Losing faith in our friendship as days go by. I’m not sure if this is good or bad. I stopped looking forward and putting hopes on days where we plan to meet. Bec I know, you’re always gonna cancel it. Kinda predictable. I guess, i expect a lot more from you, maybe bec i know, i’ll do a lot for you. just once. but i guess god is just reminding me that even in friendships, you need two hands to clap.
On a brighter note, its nice to know we’re still good. that despite the years we’ve been apart, there was no awkwardness between us. and that i still find it amusing how you have been the only one whom i can really open up to. just like before. late night meet ups. crashing at my place late at night. just like when we were kids. even though you’re super busy now, with work, forcing you to be at your toes almost 12 hours every day, with you staying so far away, with you going through a rough patch in your life, the fact that you were still able to reply my messages instantly despite everything, made me feel so much appreciated. and i’m sorry i was never a good best friend to you all these while. but i promise, things will get better. you know, i only had 1 best friend my entire life. I hope you know, that i have your back. i always did.
btw, This is 2 different people that i’m talking about. dont get yourself confused. XD
영원히 너만 사랑할거야!
22 Mar 2012 Leave a Comment
A friend of mine found this. and omg. its almost a month. /sobs
i miss this sfm. sigh. and i really2 hope they do not make a comeback in may. can i just go back in time?
i miss you.
07 Mar 2012 Leave a Comment
its been exactly a week. oh how i miss that annoying boy. i miss the 9 boys. i miss may and her laughter. i miss tower records. i miss shibuya. i miss train rides to shibuya. i miss hamamatsucho. i miss walking in the cold. i miss not perspiring. i miss counting and paying in yen. i miss sleeping on the bed. i miss having to wear more than 3 layers of clothes everyday. i miss having to wear 2 pairs of socks everyday. i miss buying train tickets. i miss looking at train map each time before buying the tickets. i miss hearing japanese everywhere. i want to go back. 
Tokyo!
03 Mar 2012 Leave a Comment
the trip was awesome way beyond words. i seriously fell in love with that city. and it hasnt been a day since i got back, but im really missing that place like mad. there’s so much that i wanna say. but i think i’ll come back with a proper update once i feel better. and yes. i’m not well. prolly the withdrawal symptoms. hahaha. from tokyo. and ha min woo. XD i’ll be back tmr.
